wish list

i wish i had a digital camera. and a dvd player. i have a tv. steve says marilyn (his mom) is getting rid of some things. i hardly need very many things. i guess i could decorate my apartment. i feel like i have too many things already. i like being really minimal right now. it feels like i'm living in a dorm room with wood floors, a cute little kitchen, a huge closet, an okay bathroom (and no friggin' tub!) how will i survive? showering standing up is good, too. listening to music is good. looking out my windows is good. having a fire escape is good. i had kyla there with me one night but found it kind of weird to take her out in the middle of the night. i feel like she's my kid, and i'm experimenting with visitation. clint said i could leave her here or take her. i think i might take her tonight. i need to get a tv to watch at night sometimes. so far have been listening to music, dancing, talking on the phone, and reading. and hanging out with the guy friends a bit: music, movies, and talking/being creative...

well, abba is good. i can be a dancing queen. nice that i still have this house to come back to for the internet, the washer and dryer, the dog, some familiarity. i'll have to start doing dishes by hand. i need to get groceries. i'm saying a lot of single people stuff. i think married people say this stuff to each other maybe if they're not afraid of being bored. some single people say this stuff. my friends say "i just bought some avocadoes." "i got us this biolage shampoo." there is always something to say. there is always something to do.