Monday, July 14, 2008

reality bites

just talked to jenny. the girl who kept me at cornell. promised life gets better after freshman year and was always there to create an oral drama of play while staying in reality. and being honest about it. maybe too honest. maybe too stark. she teaches kids with behavior problems. she teaches them well. i don't like to think i'm a kid with behavior problems. she loves me.

sometimes, it seems that the world can change. sometimes, it seems entrenched, as much as it would like to change.

we have to keep loving the world. mostly, we have to love ourselves even more. or at least in a balance with the world. probably that. we are part of the world. the only part we can truly change.

and we have to evaluate our options as objectively and lovingly as we can.

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