communication

i'm considering briefly, in the serenest light possible, that one person's intuition and honesty can be another person's conflict.

while serenity on the individual level always has promise in the form of breathing, it seems that anything beyond breathing, an involuntary response (though also necessitating concentration at times) can become complex.

communication in particular is quite complex. one communicative act can draw unexpected exchange. following those exchanges through the course of feelings can be involuntarily good, good as a result of decisive action, or an unknown course altogether.

life sometimes seems to be a snowballing effect. other times it seems more a placid stream. depending on environmental features, we make choices and/or experience these natural realities differently.

hence once person's intuition can be another's conflict depending upon the related or divergent natures of their experience. the more complex the nature of our experiences, one could say the richer, depending upon how one's previous experiences have prepared them for such an experience.

the future is always unknown and always becoming and always sure to contain surprises. it is a joy and it is also just completely unknown. this can cause pain while also having the potential to bring joy. every moment is a choice and is seemingly involuntary, based upon the influences.

the act of writing words on a computer screen itself is subject to so much interpretation. the symbolism seems rigid. and yet its effects upon the speaker's and the recipient's existence are innumerably complex. one would like to say face-to-face contact is preferable. but then it's a richer symbol system altogether, creating even more feeling and possibility, because it is multi-dimensional and thus more affecting upon memory and the rich systems of the body, thus making its complicated nature just as apt to be complicated and serene.

breathing is the only sure thing. its duration is not sure, but its effects are immeasurable. everything else is rich with more possibility than one body may be able to contain. and yet we try. multiply. in all attempts at peace. in all attempts at fulfillment. in all attempts at love.