God is awake at this hour

In my moment of grief
Krishana
in India
instant-messaged
Namaste
He knew I needed it

He told me so many things
I used to know
Said he was Western in a former life
I could feel his soul as we IM'd,
could even smell him

Then he told me his heart belongs
to Germany
where his soul wife is

Germany was a surprise

He told me to write my own Gita
own Koran
own Bible

He has given his life
to his soul-wife

"now my happiness and sorrow full ness belongs to her"

"i told her everything about me
and so I love her truthfully"

he told her, "if i love you,
i love you by your soul
not by body."

BUT

she told him she doesn't have feelings for him
so he goes back to God
sends me his words at the right time

and says there is a reason for everything