solitary romantic

the solitary part of my nature is revealing itself right now listening to the cranberries in the house alone for a few minutes. could be down at the river with the lovely amy, monique, and leah. could be walking to town with nancy and darcy. instead back expressing myself to myself pretty much. being a bit romantic and longing, yet also having a very relaxing time. i probably couldn't have spent the last 4 days in more beautiful environments. i try to appreciate these moments despite the romantic questions i entertain. it's really nice to be looking at the outside world, loving some women, learning about their lives as i ponder the differing possibilities for my own. i love, though, when i'm able to engage in education talk, where my interests in psychology and social justice and loving people and loving expression and language converges. it's exciting. it's just wonderful to be around these people right now. there aren't really men here. menraj and tim, amanda's husband, were here the first night, but now it's all ladies, and i think the only man coming up is quintin, maybe with his girlfriend.

excited to see some friends i haven't seen forever who will are making their way up now from more southern california. now some bjork graces the airwaves.

i've missed wanting to write. but it came right back up as soon as i knew i had internet access. technology and the way it connects us is truly amazing. i'm feeling good. some soaring inside. this song has a really oceanic sound to me with light percussion. you haven't seen elephants, kings, or ... what about china? have you seen the great wall? all walls are great if the roof doesn't fall. this is a funny soaring song.

missing my friend at home.